Szóval: Felvettek a kávézóba, úgyhogy barista leszek. Amit amúgy nem bánok, mert:- több pénz- nem leszek egyedül- közelebb van hozzám- tanulhatok a kávékészítésről, ami tuti dolog, ha az ember idősebb korára egy kávézó-cukrászda-pékség szerelemgyerekről ábrándozik, és…

The most important happenings: - Tomorrow I'll go on a trialshift at a café. Yaay.- Today I bought many clothes to my brand new slimmer self. Also what is that with losing weight? I see myself thinner but still see that I should lose more weight. Also I don't know if I like being like this.…

Sentences I hear regularly: 'I thought you're 22 or a little younger. 'You don't have a boyfriend? Why? You're a beautiful girl. Don't worry darling we will find you someone!' 'Why did you left <workplace>?' 'You have a very good English. I thought you live here for a long time. You're…

Sorry-sorry. Nothing happens these days. Turned out wealthiness makes you an asshole. I never was the fan of money anyway. I have some thoughts about what would help the creation of a peaceful world. Children. Raising them in a good way. Even if you are an asshole... (At least please hire an…

No. They are not hiring me. I will not say that I was not disappointed. I felt so close to get out of this hellhole.  I am lazy. I always was. Okay, there are some things that I am not lazy to do but these need a relatively little amount of moving compared to the maid job. I lost 2 kilograms in…

Three days ago I took a trip. Sunshine. Geocaching. On my trip to the first cache I almost walked by a cemetery. I took a turn and walked in. I found beautiful paths and a lot of old headstones. Took pictures. (I hate to document my walks/trips/journeys/holidays/etc. as I feel I missed the feeling…

A szerelem drog. Hogy miért vagyunk megint témánál? Mert tudjuk, hogy milyen vagyok. Nem dobálóznék még a kijelentéssel, hogy lejöttem a szerről. Nem mondom, hogy sosem vakított el, mert ez nem volna igaz, de az utóbbi években tökéletesen tudatában voltam, hogy mennyire nem tudom…

Last time I was this much exhausted was the day when I walked through Budapest. I don't know if they'll hire me or not but it definitely worth for the experience itself.  My life is an experiment. When I feel uncomfortable about something I change the conditions to have better results. At home I…

Today I had an interview in the workplace of my bff. The place is known for delicious seafood. (I don't like this kind of stuff but I'm able to taste anything I don't fancy if it is a must...) So I have a trial on friday as waitress. Keep your fingers crossed for me. If they hire me I would start on…

And I'm back in the game. Today I visited some agencies. 2 of them told me to go back another day. Room attendant and warehouse work. I got out of the homesickness and started focusing on finding just something. No time to waste. On the double deckers I had relatively big amount of time to think. I…